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Thursday, March 17, 2011

:) Salvation.
Current mood: confused

I think I've finally peeled off the last layer of emotions I have kept over the years. Guilt is all I can feel running in my veins and I, after all these years, I feel desprate. I need to hear him say, he's alright. I need to hear him say, I'll be alright.

Over the years I've changed. The flow becomes my guide and my effort becomes trash. Why do I see no future yet I see no end. I feel at war with myself, a confrontation of what I want to keep with what I truly need. I need salvation. Save me, call me. I'm desprate, desprate for what I've lost.

Dear world, bring back my spark, I need it to be alright.
Dear UNO, I love you, never forget that. :)


'fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 12:27 PM

Thursday, July 16, 2009

:) Off days
current mood: tired

It’s been a long time since we took a decent photograph. Despite the wonderful times we’ve shared, I have learnt to keep them in the mind and lock it away, where no one will find. Sometimes however, it’s nice if the world could see the part of him which I see. He proves he’s love is real, over again.

Couples everywhere have their off days too; when things go absurdly wrong or not according to plan, when one party asks too much from the other, when things get out of hand. Yes we do have those days too.

This time round, he switched places with me. I turned it off, leaving the room dark whilst he, he was the one who insisted that everything will be alright. That’s the best reason to LOVE him.

Dear UNO, I promise you. :)
Dear World, off days or on days. I LOVE HIM.


`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 5:17 PM

Thursday, July 9, 2009

:) Lunch date
current mood: mushy

There are only 4 of us in The Central, SOHO 1, #11-08; therefore, lunch time means its some alone time for me.
Yet I never really feel alone during my alone time. It’s stupid to say this out loud, but somehow, I know he is always by my side. Maybe the after the short beautiful time we have had together, he rubbed off on me.

They said, during the pursuit, he is the sweetest.
Others said he is the sweetest when it’s only the first few months.
Well for all I know, it's all a myth. MBF has become sweeter overtime.

Dear world, I am still young and it does not matter what you think of my choices. Just do not judge me for the things I choose.
Dear UNO, I glad you are where you are now. ILY


`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 2:22 PM

Monday, July 6, 2009

:) KA-ching
current mood: anticipation

I blew over 250 bucks just to clear my wish list over the weekend. Retail therapy was awesome especially when MBF was by my side. Now in my possession, the long awaited Man United jersey, a couple of new inner wear, new Charles and Keith and countless of The Face Shop care and beauty products.

I hereby declare that it’s about time I pamper myself like how a girl would pamper herself. All in all, I think I deserve it.

Of course with that said, I still have to set aside some for my future plans like that degree which seems to be on hold due to the lack of the former.

MBF and I have been building castles in the air and having the time of our life. Conversations have been nothing but wonderful, with him assuring me that I can count on him, regardless. This time, I know it’s different. Because this time, sometimes it goes something like this,

“I can reuse it on our day, and we can use the money for our trip”
.
When the future is concern, it’s up to HIM above. But where the planning is concern, I pretty much have an idea of who, when and how. (:

Dear world, I am blissful. (:
Dear UNO, nothing beats this feeling, thank you. ILY, BIDIOT.


`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 2:29 PM

Saturday, June 6, 2009

:) Dato' or not
current mood: pissed

1. I am not a pushover.
2. IF you think that being 19 (and inexperience), I am terrified of a Dato' (Sir); well I ain't.
3. If you dare to step on my toes and/or head, I will NOT just shut up and ignore you.

Well, Mr JB, I ain't scared of you and I will prove to you that I am far better off without you, your cash, your guidance and your attitude for that matter. I don't wish for bad thing to happen to you, because I am not evil. Nevertheless, I do not wish you well. May you wake up one day and realize that and EGOMANIAC like yourself will loose all that you got. IDIOT.

Dear World, to earn respect, gain it. Mr JB, has no idea or clue about respect.
Dear UNO, what say you?


`fimaaa
❤ imperfectly written at 3:16 PM